Tuesday, February 19, 2008
I seldom post about how I feel or what I do. However, I really need to pen my feelings this time round.
I came home at 2am today to discover the death of my hamster. I can't stop feeling guilty and depressed. I have no idea what was the reason behind his premature death, and to make things worse, I do not even know when he died.
His sudden departure, is the second furmily's (fur-family) death I have to cope in less than a year. I can be strong in anything, but coping with deaths. I still cry myself to sleep at times even though Dopey passed away in May last year. Now that I have barely come to terms with Dopey's death, I have to cope with Herbie's death.
Please God, if you hear my cries, please let my animals (& loved ones) live to their maximum life span, and not take them away from me suddenly, especially when they are still young and active. They are my love, and therefore my life. Please let me spend more precious moments with them. I doubt I can survive coping with another death.
I-dreamt-of-a-cavalier at 3:30 am
wishesGALORE
1) Go for Charity Dog Run
2)
Bring the Poochies out!
3) Set up an Adoption Blog
4) Donate money to Charity
5) Convince my friends to donate/volunteer at Charity as my birthday gift
6) Volunteer
7) Go Ubin
8) A Nice Over Night at Sentosa
9) Pudding to Blend in Well
